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Tuesday, 06 January 2009

Friends

So i was just sitting around bored and staring at my buddylist and i was just thinking i have 166 people on it and there are like only about a dozen that i talk to. It's pretty sad now that i think about it, i used to think i had a lot of friends and then we all drifted apart i guess. so many of them i thought i was going to be friends with forever and now we don't even talk. that goes for a lot of the girlfriends i had, we had like the best friendship ever before, like i can really talk to them and connect with them and we always had the greatest times going out or atleast i did and then after everything we're not even friends anymore or if we are we don't really talk or hang out. i'm not blaming anyone i'm sure many of the problems are my fault all i'm saying is that those were great times and i really do miss them. i need to make more friends and try to work out things with old friends.

Right now everything at home is really messed up, my aunt who has a house and it's co-signed by my dad says she is going to just leave and just dump the house on us and so since we can't make the mortgage payments we're going to be forced to foreclose the house and if we do that banks will force us to sell our house to get the money from the sale to pay off the remaining balance that she owes which is like 50k. welp that's all for now.

Wednesday, 10 September 2008

Fall <3

So fall is almost here. Tomorrow will be the last day for swing shift. Starting Monday i work from 6:30AM-12:30PM Mon-Weds and i have Thursday and Fridays off. Saturday and Sunday 8:00AM-3:30PM. School will be starting in October. I think Alvin and Ryan might be going to Devry witth me too haha. I've been feeling a lot better lately. Not so down anymore. I'm just really excited to go back to my day schedule so i can do more stuff doing the day time like play basketball, hike. outdoor stuff. It sucks because over the whole summer i hardly did any of those things. When i woke up it was time to go to work and when i got off work it was night time. So i probably only saw like the sun for like 1-2 hours a day. except the weekends. Welp I'll write more later.

Monday, 25 August 2008

What's wrong baby?

"There comes a time in your life when you realize who will always matter, who does matter and who never did matter. So don't worry about the people from your past, there's a reason they didn't make it to your future."

Monday, 28 July 2008

Russian Roulette

Oh man this weekend was crazy, it started off friday. Cuong kept calling me a flaker since i never came through when i told him i was gonna go clubbing with him. So i went on friday night. It was me Cuong and Bryant. We headed to Motif and gosh i had a horrible night. Started off with a ticket from the cop. Then we saw Aimi and she told us to go to Agenda instead with her friends and her friend was so annoying. She also spilled a drink on my leg ah. Then i came home and i realized i didn't drive my car so the way i usually get into the house i couldn't now since i don't have my garage opener. So since i wasn't completely sober i had to wait outside my house before i rang the door bell. Me and Bryant just sat around on the side walk in front of my house. He was on the phone the whole time. So i decided to call up a few people to talk also. After like 15mins Ryan stopped by to just keep us company until i sobered up and went inside. I got inside and for some reason i couldn't fall asleep. I didn't sleep until around 5AM. woke up at 8AM because i had a fat stomach ache then after i stayed up til 12PM online just chatting with others. Then after i went back to sleep woke up around 3PM. Stayed home until around 7PM. Then i met up with Elaine at Santana row and we got a drink there and just chilled over by the grass area near starbucks. Cuong called me up and asked me what i was doing i told him and so he came and met us up and then later on Alvin, Bryant and Jess did too. Cuong wanted to go to the clubs again but i was just too tired and wasn't in the mood for drinking so after he went to the bar in Santana row and we headed to Mercado to watch Step Brothers. Man that movie is hilarious. Then sunday i woke up at 10AM and went to the weak sauce meet. after i just headed to work. Bryant later came by and we just ate and hung out at my work place. When i got off work i called up Ryan to see what he was doing he told me he was at the Runs, so i wanted to check it so i headed there. After a few races i spotted a cop driving down the street with his head lights off and then i just turned on my car and sped off along with everyone else after they saw me start up my car and drive off all crazy. I got away running through a red light and then jumping on the the freeway. That'll be the last time i ever do that. Welp that is all Tonight Ryan will finally turn 21. He's having some sort of get together thing at Van's house so i'll be going to that.

Thursday, 24 July 2008

Grand theft autum

I applied for jobs over in the east coast, i really hope that i get one of them. I just want to move away for like a year or so. I just want to go some where, where people won't know who i am, so i can like start over. i know it sounds stupid and plus i've always wanted to live in the east coast and get all the seasons. I don't know what else to say.